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I AM THAT vs. “This Is Who I Think I Am”

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I AM THAT vs. “This Is Who I Think I Am”

We believe in so many things on hearsay. We believe in distant lands and people, in heavens and hells, in gods and goddesses, because we were told. Similarly, we were told about ourselves, our parents, name, position, duties and so on. We never cared to verify.

---Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj 

(Continued)

Monomania  = “exaggerated or obsessive enthusiasm for, or preoccupation with, one thing”:

“He has an obsession with alcohol that verges on monomania”;

“She has an obsession with that football superstar that verges on monomania”;

“He has an obsession with being a ‘white victim’ that verges on monomania”;

“He has an obsession with Jews that verges on monomania”;

“He has an obsession with xenophobia and nationalistic attitudes that verges on monomania”;

“She has an obsession with her religion that verges on monomania”;

“He has an obsession with money that verges on monomania”;

“He has an obsession with sexual conquest that verges on monomania”;

“He has an obsession with being in control that verges on monomania,” etc.

Much of the mental disorder of monomania involves duality-based beliefs.

Moreover, suffering from monomania will guarantee that persons will suffer from the unchecked influence of seemingly limitless ignorance. 

So it is when programming, conditioning, acculturation, domestication, indoctrination, and brainwashing trap the masses in false identities and false beliefs.

Persons pay money and spend time watching movies that deal with mind control:

Martyrs; Upstream; Beyond the Black Rainbow; The Manchurian Candidate; The Truman Show; The Matrix; Philosophy of a Knife; Borgman; Eyes Without a Face; A Serbian Film; Black Swan; Dogtooth; Scanners; Clockwork Orange; Going Clear: Scientology and the Prison of Belief; Jacob's Ladder; Dark City; Open Your Eyes; Closed Land, Red State; The Bourne Identity;v Inception; Being John Malkovich; Total Recall; etc., etc., etc.

Yet how many among the non-realized masses have the slightest clues that they have been subjected to mind control and are not making any conscious choices at all? Almost none.

If one's choices are actually determined by unnatural, insane programming, conditioning, etc. which control their every thought and word and deed, where is there any chance for making conscious choices? There is no chance.

You are invited to reach the third step on the “path,” to play the religious and / or spiritual roles that must be played for a time, but then to transition those false identities and continue along the “path” to the no-concept, non-dual, no insanity, no-nonsense state of full realization.

Among the realized - as a result of being free of any notion of doership - nothing is believed to have been done, no person is thought to exist, so no sense of “personal benefit” or “caring about a slight” can happen.

Beingness happens, and it happens without a “mind,” without noise, and without any sense of a personal doer or doingness.

Among the non-r
ealized masses, thoughts and words and doingness dominate, all driven by the assumption of personas as identities and by the perceived desires or fears of those personas.

To “find them out,” to uncover the false personas that are driving a non-realized person that is preoccupied at any given moment with “getting benefits” or “caring about slights,” two Italians phrases can be used to provide the key questions that can be asked and that can reveal which personas are generating discontentment.

If discontent, upset, angry, offended, disappointed, or irritated, ask, Cui bono? (Who benefits?) or Chi se ne frega? (Who cares?) That is, WHO - what ego-state - thinks it can benefit (or lose) or what ego-state believes that something is such a big deal that it should care?

To find the false WHO is to find the fictional persona(s) affecting “you” as a result of the fact that multiple false identifications each have their own fear-based agenda and desire-based agenda which control and drive every thought and word and action.

Because there is no uniformity to those fears and desires, persons will be driven or “pulled” in multiple directions, resulting in a totally chaotic relative existence.

That will last for an entire relative existence for almost all humans with the few exceptions of those that realize (that is, the few that discard all the learned ignorance and beliefs they have accumulated;

reach the point of total de-accumulation, and identify with the  Void, with the Nothingness (as in, “I am nothing” . . .  identityless, conceptless, beliefless, no selfness”).

At one
retreat the pointer was offered that every personal identification accepted as real will soon be upgraded: “The Spouse” become “The Super Spouse”; “The Boss” becomes “The Super Boss”; “The Teacher” become “The Super Teacher.”

Whereas “The Spouse, Boss, and Teacher” can “survive” (at least in their own “minds”) with a spouse, an employee, and students, respectively, “The Super Spouse” must have “A Super Spouse”; “The Super Boss” must have only “Super Employees”; and “The Super Teacher” must have “Super Students.”

If the people engaging with those who have mentally upgraded their own false personas should fail to play out their co-dependent counter-roles in a “super” fashion, then the one taking himself / herself to be so “super” will make certain that those people shall pay a heavy toll for not meeting the super standards set by the one assuming “super role status.”

Just as there is no such thing as a “Super Mirage,” there is no such thing as a real, “super ego-state”; therefore, there can most assuredly be no “super” version of any persona.

Frustration will be guaranteed among those who have upgraded their false identities by use of the false content of their “minds” and who demand that all persons dealing with them function at a “super level” as well.

Furthermore, those upgraded versions soon inspire the formulation of hierarchies that falsely validate and thus insanely perpetuate a sense of separation. Ego and egotism have resulted in the military establishing a hierarchy; in police and fire departments doing the same;

in churches and temples and mosques doing the same, the ego-state of “Supreme Leader” evolving from the latter, for example. Those ego-and-egotism-based beliefs will generate constant in-fighting.

Ego-states rooted in nationalistic tendencies do the same, with one nation's arrogant citizens proclaiming publicly that they have formed “The Greatest Nation on Earth” while some others believe the same but keep quiet about it.

The most arrogant persons rank all nations from “their superpower nation” at the top down to “Third World Nations or worse” at the bottom while casting the remainder in between at various points of their imaginary hierarchy. Those ego-and-egotism-based beliefs will generate constant fighting and wars on an international scale.

Additionally, ego and egotism can generate two-person hierarchies in a “personal relationship” and one person will always think he / she is “better than” the other one.

Again, ego and egotism result in “upgrading” and “downgrading,” in a sense of separation, in disharmony, in chaos, in misery and in suffering.

Only an understanding of the Oneness and the None-ness allows the relative existence to happen with spontaneity and therefore with Love, with peace, and with harmony.

Only realization can guarantee that the relative existence will happen in a manner that is natural vs. (1) a manner that is controlled by unnatural thinking and talking and doing or (2) a manner that is dominated by the magical-form-of-thinking that supernatural beliefs generate.

In 1970, upon returning home after work, it was noted that the door was open and the alarm was sounding. Burglars had broken the lock on the door and had taken away everything they could carry.

During the process of moving about the home and compiling a list of the stolen items for a police report and an insurance claim, it was not too difficult to know exactly what was taken.

If someone else walked into that home, they could not have the slightest clue about what had been stolen.

So it is among the non-realized: few will ever reach a point where they realize that they have been robbed, much less understand what was taken or how to find it now.

For millions of years, humans and / or human-like beings moved through a simple existence. Those pre-”mind” beings functioned in the manner of the deer and the birds and other non-human beings do today, namely, as three-part units with . . .

an elemental, plant food body (with its elemental brain);

with a body-cum-consciousness;

and with air circulating into and out of the body.

In touch with the sixth sense and the intuition, they moved through a complex-problem-free existence in a simple, self-constructive, and no-thinking (but reasonable) manner.

The stage was set for complexity as the human brain evolved from a one-cup size to a three-and-a-half-cup size and developed areas for information storage and retrieval . . . information that might help assure the survival of the species. For example:

Someone fell from a cliff; the consequences were noted by one who witnessed the fall; and the next time that witness approached the edge of a cliff, stored information regarding the results of walking off the edge were retrieved and both the cliff edge and the consequences were avoided.

Eventually, that “mind” became filled not with survival tools but with concepts and beliefs and lies which became destructive rather than constructive.

(Today, the brain of one suffering the consequences of a brutal hangover at 8 A.M. might send a signal that results in the words “I’ll never do that again.” By 5 P.M., however, the “mind” sends a different message:

“You’re feeling better now, and you know that alcohol helps relieve the stress that has built up today at work. Go have a few drinks.” The self-constructive brain nowadays is constantly being overridden by the self-destructive “mind.”)

What had been a simple existence for millions of years is now a very complex existence for most persons, and the main cause is the duality-based, fiction-filled, false-belief-filled “mind.”

To be continued.

Please enter into the silence of contemplation.

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Here, with those who are still driven to talk about "god," the "Son of god," the "Holy Spirit," "Buddha," "Krishna," etc., etc., etc., the invitation to them is to view those as verbs, not nouns.

THE EXPLANATION


If looked at as nouns, they point to illusions and are, therefore, a total waste of time to even discuss; if looked at as verbs which are resulting in certain sane but rare behaviors among humanity, then they are worthy of some attention during the relative existence.

Meaning? There are members of certain groups who say things such as "My concept of god in the past was of a weak god, an absentee god, A Santa Claus-type god, a mean, punishing, vindictive god, etc. Today, I am in close contact with a loving and caring god whom I worship and praise and glorify and give thanks to."

The reply to that usually goes like this: "If you are in contact with a god that wants to be worshipped and praised and glorified, then you're dealing with someone like yourself - a narcissist - and hanging out with narcissists will never bring an end to your narcissism (that narcissism evidenced by the fact that you think you are "godly").

Next, in the phrase 'loving and caring god,' any supposed god that truly had her or his act together would tell you that the totally irrelevant part of that phrase is 'god' and that the only part that is relevant is the "loving and caring" part.

"That is, a non-narcissistic their god / their goddess would say, "I care not an iota about being worshipped and praised and glorified by you or anyone else. How arrogant and insecure and needy would I have to be to want that? Forget the man-made, dreamed up noun 'god' and focus on the 'god as a verb' understanding and then go forth and let loving and caring be verbs - not adjectives - and let them generate the act of love and the act of caring and let those actions manifest through you." 

Yeshu'a (Jesus) and Pope John Paul II and Pope Francis were spot on:


"No one shall ever see 'the kingdom of heaven.' It is within"

--Yeshu'a (Jesus)

and 


"Heaven and earth shall fade away."

--Yeshu'a (Jesus)

and 


"Heaven and hell are not geographic places

but are states of mind, nothing more than

concepts dreamed up by men."

--Pope John Paul II 

"There is no hell."

--Pope Francis, the current pope

in an interview with journalist Eugenio Scalfari,

a writer used by the Pope to issue off the record

teachings which become a part of the Papal Magisterium.

[That said, would that the popes who have shown the courage to reject a core concept of their dogma - namely, "hell" - would find the additional courage required to question the very existence of their institution in light of the centuries-long cover-up of their history of raping children and in light of the mental and emotional and psychological scarring of billions of their members past and present.

And that need for courage also applies as questions need to be asked about why so many other sky cults are still being supported and allowed to continue to exist as well. When certain types of programming and conditioning have been shown to blind the masses, they should end. Will they? Not likely. Why?

Because what the masses think and say and do is most influenced by the international crime families which hold sway over the masses as criminals conduct their planet-wide operations. What are the major international crime families and which are the most influential and have the largest memberships?

The Mafia / La Cosa Nostra; the Catholic Church (with it 1.2 billion followers) whose Vatican Bank worked for decades with the Mafia while laundering mob earnings (for a 15% all-profit charge by the Bank); Protestant and Evangelical Churches (with over 1.2 billion followers) like the one I was raised in where the youth director molested and sexually assaulted young girls; big business which has long created environments in which people have been abused; powerful political bodies like the U.S. Congress, etc., etc., etc.)

With all of those crime families, neither the followers nor the leadership ever voluntarily step down or shut down their criminal activities. Be they gangs, organized crime families, religions, big business, politicians, etc., they all want control and they all want power and they all want money, and nothing internal will interfere with the driving forces at play.

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