F.: [Continued from yesterday] I dissolved into the light and saw the beginning of this universe and of all universes. The Functioning of the Totality was revealed and understood completely. For a moment, I knew the perfect peace, the bliss of the Oneness and the Realness, the joy—no the ecstasy—of Full Awareness. An exhausting search that had lasted a lifetime was completed with the joyous end of searching, with the blissful end of life, with the merry end of time.
What did not end at that moment was the AS IF existence. What has not ended are the happenings that happen. The True I, the re-purified consciousness, now witnesses the space as it trudges onward through a “life” that signifies nothing—disassociated from any belief in the tales told by idiots, disassociated from any beliefs or concepts at all. All now happens without any basis; all that happens is a result of all causes and has nothing to do with a “me” (with any “self”) at all; all merely happens spontaneously and without the slightest reason. And so it shall be as long as the elements cycle into and out of the thousands of ever-changing bodies called “floyd” which the non-Realized take to be the one, same body. So it shall be until those elements reunite with the pool of the universal elements, until the breath is released and rejoins the universal air, and until the consciousness is freed from the space and returns to the universal pool of energy wherein it had “rested” prior to manifestation. It is the detachment from all that deals with the body and mind and personality that explains why one of O’Neill’s characters was not insane but was sane when he suggested that one “…must always be a little in love with death.” When John Donne asked, “O Death, where is thy sting?” he was not insanely suicidal. He was Realized, fully aware of the truth that death has no sting but also fully aware that “life” has no sting either…if Realized.
How many times have you been stung by “this life,” by events in “your life”? Has the description of the joy of Realization over these two days struck the cord of pure consciousness which You Are? Is that conscious-energy now vibrating with any awareness of the restrictions of the body-mind-personality triad and, conversely, the freedom of (a) limitless beingness and (b) limitless non-beingness and (c) That which is beyond both of those? Please enter the silence of contemplation.
