Vigneshwar: Hi Floyd, Great excitement and joy in coming across your website. Can\'t tell you how much I had wanted to ask someone about this question that\'s in mind. There are moments when the unreality of all that\'s around us, including the body and mind, is clearly seen and discarded. A wonderful state comes where not-even-the-I exist. This of course, is known only after coming out of that state. Now, the mind wants to repeat this again and stay put in that state. It’s making all conscious efforts possible to get back to where it came from. Now, why is it very anxious? I sometimes, want death also to occur at the moment when this realization is strong. Afraid a bit that i might again forget to be THAT, like forgetting my TRUE SELF. What\'s the remedy for the aching mind?
F.: You should now be seeing that the “remedy for the aching mind” cannot be attained by completing only part of the “journey.” You should also be seeing, if you focused on the content of the vision yesterday, what is involved with completing the entire “journey.” You were told early on that several steps were required for the consciousness to manifest and then become so totally corrupted that the e-mail above could be written. Before continuing, please re-read the content of the vision presented at:
http://floydhenderson.com/article1.htm
Now, reconsider the pointers offered on last Tuesday and see if those pointers are more meaningful in light on the content of the vision:
Here is an overview of the process that shifted You from being the Absolute to that belief you are discarding that you are a body: a natural movement occurred whereby a portion of the “energy-at-rest” that is the Absolute manifested in a space; because of unnatural programming and conditioning and enculturation and genetic influences, the purity of that consciousness began to undergo a corrupting process; the space called "Vigneshwar" merely witnessed at first; then, it might have experienced the bliss of the Child Ignorance state; next it might have experienced the assignment of spiritual roles (such as “Our precious Vigneshwar is a gift from god”); then, as a result of more faulty programming, a “mind” began to develop and became a storehouse of learned ignorance, containing all of the lies and concepts and dogma and myths and superstitions that were taught; that “mind” was eventually programmed to assume (and then believe in) dozens or scores or hundreds of other false identities in addition to that spiritual role assigned earlier; finally, identification became focused on the physical body.
So, the considerations for today include these:
Are you seeing how the pure conscious-energy manifested in an organism that would be called “Vigneshwar” and that Nature’s intent was that the organism should live naturally under the auspices of a brain and not a fictional "mind"?
Are you seeing the steps by which that pure consciousness was corrupted as it moved from merely witnessing to accepting roles and body and mind and personality as identities?
Are you seeing more clearly that you were born with a brain but not a “mind” and that “the mind” came about as lies and myths and superstitions and concepts were pumped into you in the form of learned ignorance?
Are you seeing how that programming and enculturation put you into total conflict with Nature and with all that is natural?
Are you seeing that the “aching” you are experiencing is a result of trying to live in an unnatural or supernatural fashion which is in direct opposition to your natural environment and your natural inclinations?
Are you seeing that “the aching” will always result when trying to fit a square peg into a round hole, so to speak?
Are you seeing that there is no such thing as “your mind” and that there is only “their mind” that you think is your own?
Are you seeing that “aching” is the only thing that can result when you have no freedom and when you are living a relative existence that is being controlled by the “minds” of others?
Are you seeing that the “aching” can only become more and more intense because people you haven’t seen in years are still “very present” in the form of bastardized consciousness and are controlling what you do, how you feel, and what you think?
Are you seeing that the "aching" is really a longing to be free and to be Who/What You Truly Are, rather than (1) accepting, unconsciously, the roles they assigned and (2) trying to be, unconsciously, what they want you to be?
F.: You should now be seeing that the “remedy for the aching mind” cannot be attained by completing only part of the “journey.” You should also be seeing, if you focused on the content of the vision yesterday, what is involved with completing the entire “journey.” You were told early on that several steps were required for the consciousness to manifest and then become so totally corrupted that the e-mail above could be written. Before continuing, please re-read the content of the vision presented at:
http://floydhenderson.com/article1.htm
Now, reconsider the pointers offered on last Tuesday and see if those pointers are more meaningful in light on the content of the vision:
Here is an overview of the process that shifted You from being the Absolute to that belief you are discarding that you are a body: a natural movement occurred whereby a portion of the “energy-at-rest” that is the Absolute manifested in a space; because of unnatural programming and conditioning and enculturation and genetic influences, the purity of that consciousness began to undergo a corrupting process; the space called "Vigneshwar" merely witnessed at first; then, it might have experienced the bliss of the Child Ignorance state; next it might have experienced the assignment of spiritual roles (such as “Our precious Vigneshwar is a gift from god”); then, as a result of more faulty programming, a “mind” began to develop and became a storehouse of learned ignorance, containing all of the lies and concepts and dogma and myths and superstitions that were taught; that “mind” was eventually programmed to assume (and then believe in) dozens or scores or hundreds of other false identities in addition to that spiritual role assigned earlier; finally, identification became focused on the physical body.
So, the considerations for today include these:
Are you seeing how the pure conscious-energy manifested in an organism that would be called “Vigneshwar” and that Nature’s intent was that the organism should live naturally under the auspices of a brain and not a fictional "mind"?
Are you seeing the steps by which that pure consciousness was corrupted as it moved from merely witnessing to accepting roles and body and mind and personality as identities?
Are you seeing more clearly that you were born with a brain but not a “mind” and that “the mind” came about as lies and myths and superstitions and concepts were pumped into you in the form of learned ignorance?
Are you seeing how that programming and enculturation put you into total conflict with Nature and with all that is natural?
Are you seeing that the “aching” you are experiencing is a result of trying to live in an unnatural or supernatural fashion which is in direct opposition to your natural environment and your natural inclinations?
Are you seeing that “the aching” will always result when trying to fit a square peg into a round hole, so to speak?
Are you seeing that there is no such thing as “your mind” and that there is only “their mind” that you think is your own?
Are you seeing that “aching” is the only thing that can result when you have no freedom and when you are living a relative existence that is being controlled by the “minds” of others?
Are you seeing that the “aching” can only become more and more intense because people you haven’t seen in years are still “very present” in the form of bastardized consciousness and are controlling what you do, how you feel, and what you think?
Are you seeing that the "aching" is really a longing to be free and to be Who/What You Truly Are, rather than (1) accepting, unconsciously, the roles they assigned and (2) trying to be, unconsciously, what they want you to be?
Are you seeing that freedom (and thereby relief from the "aching") can only come if you see that it’s all BS and reject it completely, thereby being free once and for all of that mirage called “the mind”?
Please enter the silence of contemplation.
Please enter the silence of contemplation.
