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I AM THAT vs. “This Is Who I Think I Am”

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I AM THAT vs. “This Is Who I Think I Am”

We believe in so many things on hearsay. We believe in distant lands and people, in heavens and hells, in gods and goddesses, because we were told. Similarly, we were told about ourselves, our parents, name, position, duties and so on. We never cared to verify.

---Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj 

(Continued)

First, the pointers offered so far which can facilitate a more peaceful, more Loving, and more harmonious movement through the relative existence will be reviewed:

1. Witness.

2. Be done with the notions of experiences and an experiencer.

3. Abide as the “awakened / alert sleep” state.

4. Be unflinchingly true to truth.

5. Abide as the original, natural, pre-universe state, identified only with the nothingness until even that identity falls away.

6. Seek the Void, the “Ultimate De-Accumulation,” The Nothingness.

7. Abandon all egotistical beliefs about supremacy.

8. Be concerned with the war which most impacts your relative existence - that being the war going on in your duality-filled mind.

9. If you yet take yourself (or YourSelf) to be something or someone, consider that you are ignoring one of the earliest invitations by the non-dual guides, namely, to be free of all concepts and ideas and beliefs.

10. Associate with “company” that does not reinforce beliefs about “separation” and duality (otherwise known as what Maharaj called “good company” and “noble friendship” and “holy company”). If that is not available, then keep only your own company instead.

11. Never compromise your integrity and your dedication to the understanding. To falter in impeccability - that is, to compromise in regards to zero tolerance of anything short of zero concepts - will leave you in as much chaos as those who have never heard these pointers and are trapped in duality 24-7.

12. Understand that a refusal by  the realized to associate with certain persons or groups does not suggest that the realized do not still understand the Oneness.

13. Be childlike without being childish.

14. Unlearn all learned ignorance to return to the Child Ignorance state (meaning “the Child Free Of Ignorance state”).

In other words, care enough to verify. Only to try to verify what you have accepted as true will it be seen that nothing you have accepted as true can be verified. 

If one instinctively understands the wisdom of taking the top off of a gallon jug which contains only a small amount of milk in the bottom, smells a pungent odor which makes clear that the remaining milk has soured, and then wisely tosses it in the garbage bin, then . . . 

why not apply the same test to one's belief systems (understanding that those are not your beliefs to begin with. They are the beliefs of others who shared with you the beliefs which has been passed along to them that you accepted as true without verifying or checking or questioning. 

The fact: there is no such thing as your beliefs.” There is nothing more than their beliefs” (which, also, are not really theirs, either). How to understand the way that nonsense is generational, passed down like a tattered piece of clothing that has been used for years by the members of a family living in poverty?

If you would understand how the manifested consciousness - pure, uncontaminated, and unblocked at the time of manifestation - became impure, contaminated, and blocked, then review the typical scenario:

When a child appears, it has no notion at all about an identity. Birds and animals and fish that live naturally will continue in that identity-less fashion throughout the entire manifestation and will, therefore, face none of the misery and chaos that identities / ego-states generate.

Similarly with the child, the early stage usually happens naturally and spontaneously. The child becomes aware of its Am-ness as revealed by its startled reaction to loud noises, but there is no knowingness. Same with the birds and fish and animals.

Take that no-knowingness to be “child ignorance” (which will be distinguished from “learned ignorance”). Learned ignorance - or knowingness - begins to come after a matter of months and years as the child is told that it has a name, that it was born, that it has a mother and father who created it, that it is a boy or girl, etc.

At that point, the similarities between a child’s existence and that of the naturally living fish and birds and animals come to an end. The child will thereafter undergo what often becomes a life-long accumulation of ignorant teachings that are presented as fact.

Because billions of persons claim to be affiliated with an organized religion, then in more than 95% of all cases, religious leaders join with the parents to begin teaching untrue ideas and beliefs and concepts to the child.

Soon, the terms “good boy / girl” or “bad boy / girl” will be heard for years to come. Teachers and politicians and relatives and neighbors will also eventually teach the child dualistic beliefs and falsehoods as if they were fact.

That part of the brain called “the mind” begins to develop as ideas and concepts and beliefs that are rooted in ancient myths and superstitions and fictional tales are presented not only as truths but also as truths that are beyond question.

By the age of six, the basic personality forms and determines what the child will think and say and do. Using personality as a coping tool early on is understandable.

The insanity comes when a six-year-old’s tool still controls all thoughts and words and deeds even when the child later becomes an adult aged 20 and 30 and 40 and 50 and 60.

The programmed and conditioned and acculturated child will grown into an adult that accepts hundreds of personas as identities. Because of not knowing who (or what) they are, persons will identify with the body and the mind and the personality and personas and will be blindly driven throughout their entire relative existence.

They will believe that they are making choices when, in fact, every thought and word and deed is determined by the fiction-filled mind and the agendas of their bogus personas / roles that have been assumed as identities.

As a result, instability and chaos become the accepted markers of the relative existence. Though misery and suffering follow, most are so dissociated from what they are feelings (or emoting, more often) that they will be completely out of touch with the way they truly feel.

A few - Maharaj estimated about 1.5% of the planet’s population, at the most - will realize that all of their beliefs are availing them nothing. Some will see that their ideas and concepts and beliefs are really contributing to their confusion and misery and suffering.

At that point, a few might think, or be heard to say, “I don’t even know who I am anymore.” (The fact is that they never knew, but the comment suggests that they are waking up enough to at least understand that there are key questions that cannot be answered with any part of the knowledge - the learned ignorance - that they have been taught).

At that point, a few will begin to seek for answers beyond the places where they were taught, beyond the people who taught them, and beyond the culture that helped condition them. Those few begin to look beyond their own culture for “a new guide or guides” that are offering a different set of pointers.

What a frustrating task they will have undertaken at that point, but at least the earnest, questioning search has begun. If they should find these pointers regarding non-duality, they will hear a guide say, “You are not what you think you are. You are not what ‘they’ told you that you are. And nothing you have learned so far will help you find the answers which you seek.”

The guide might even say, “The fact of the matter is that you must unlearn everything you have been taught in order for the way to be cleared for you to find truth and recognize it when it is seen.”

The ego of the seeker will often rebel at that point, wanting to hang onto some concepts, even if willing to question others. To assist in being free of personality, the guide might suggest that the seeker use no words after the statement “I Am,” a process that can eliminate the reinforcement of false identities.

There will be no more statements such as “I am a man / woman” or “I am an employee” or “I am a spouse” or “I am angry” or “I am sad.”

All of the false knowingness that resulted by following the “I Am” with nouns and adjectives can give way to the no-knowingness that is being proposed by these pointers, pointers which invite the seeker to abandon all identities - including the “good” ones - and reach for that Child Ignorance Stage (or, more accurately, the Child-No-Longer-Ignorant Stage).

If all concepts and ideas and beliefs are discarded, then the zero concepts stage is entered (or “re-entered,” since that was the stage that the child was in before having been exposed to knowledge / learned ignorance).

As noted earlier, however, both the knowingness and the no-knowingness are still aspects of the body and the relative existence. The end of the “journey” is even beyond that.

The requirement for continuation is a willingness to transcend not only identification with the body, the mind, and the personality but also the consciousness as well.

To be continued.

Please enter into the silence of contemplation.

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Here, with those who are still driven to talk about "god," the "Son of god," the "Holy Spirit," "Buddha," "Krishna," etc., etc., etc., the invitation to them is to view those as verbs, not nouns.

THE EXPLANATION


If looked at as nouns, they point to illusions and are, therefore, a total waste of time to even discuss; if looked at as verbs which are resulting in certain sane but rare behaviors among humanity, then they are worthy of some attention during the relative existence.

Meaning? There are members of certain groups who say things such as "My concept of god in the past was of a weak god, an absentee god, A Santa Claus-type god, a mean, punishing, vindictive god, etc. Today, I am in close contact with a loving and caring god whom I worship and praise and glorify and give thanks to."

The reply to that usually goes like this: "If you are in contact with a god that wants to be worshipped and praised and glorified, then you're dealing with someone like yourself - a narcissist - and hanging out with narcissists will never bring an end to your narcissism (that narcissism evidenced by the fact that you think you are "godly").

Next, in the phrase 'loving and caring god,' any supposed god that truly had her or his act together would tell you that the totally irrelevant part of that phrase is 'god' and that the only part that is relevant is the "loving and caring" part.

"That is, a non-narcissistic their god / their goddess would say, "I care not an iota about being worshipped and praised and glorified by you or anyone else. How arrogant and insecure and needy would I have to be to want that? Forget the man-made, dreamed up noun 'god' and focus on the 'god as a verb' understanding and then go forth and let loving and caring be verbs - not adjectives - and let them generate the act of love and the act of caring and let those actions manifest through you." 

Yeshu'a (Jesus) and Pope John Paul II and Pope Francis were spot on:


"No one shall ever see 'the kingdom of heaven.' It is within"

--Yeshu'a (Jesus)

and 


"Heaven and earth shall fade away."

--Yeshu'a (Jesus)

and 


"Heaven and hell are not geographic places

but are states of mind, nothing more than

concepts dreamed up by men."

--Pope John Paul II 

"There is no hell."

--Pope Francis, the current pope

in an interview with journalist Eugenio Scalfari,

a writer used by the Pope to issue off the record

teachings which become a part of the Papal Magisterium.

[That said, would that the popes who have shown the courage to reject a core concept of their dogma - namely, "hell" - would find the additional courage required to question the very existence of their institution in light of the centuries-long cover-up of their history of raping children and in light of the mental and emotional and psychological scarring of billions of their members past and present.

And that need for courage also applies as questions need to be asked about why so many other sky cults are still being supported and allowed to continue to exist as well. When certain types of programming and conditioning have been shown to blind the masses, they should end. Will they? Not likely. Why?

Because what the masses think and say and do is most influenced by the international crime families which hold sway over the masses as criminals conduct their planet-wide operations. What are the major international crime families and which are the most influential and have the largest memberships?

The Mafia / La Cosa Nostra; the Catholic Church (with it 1.2 billion followers) whose Vatican Bank worked for decades with the Mafia while laundering mob earnings (for a 15% all-profit charge by the Bank); Protestant and Evangelical Churches (with over 1.2 billion followers) like the one I was raised in where the youth director molested and sexually assaulted young girls; big business which has long created environments in which people have been abused; powerful political bodies like the U.S. Congress, etc., etc., etc.)

With all of those crime families, neither the followers nor the leadership ever voluntarily step down or shut down their criminal activities. Be they gangs, organized crime families, religions, big business, politicians, etc., they all want control and they all want power and they all want money, and nothing internal will interfere with the driving forces at play.

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